Its 6:30 AM in morning. I have not slept whole night, what I was doing? I don't know. Probably trying to figure out how I can survive without friends and relatives in an absolutely alienated environment. This blog is just my attempt, to make myself contended, that probably someone somewhere will read this post. I don't know, whether somebody will do so or not, but I'll be happy. That is why I named this blog as " नर हो, न निराश करो मन को". Whenever I feel depressed or annoyed or low, I usually try to start something new, this blog is an experiment. I'll try to put my feelings opinions and views here. I am not a good writer, so I may not be able to do miracles through my blog. I am not expecting that as well, because I am not Amitabh Bacchan. What am I writing here, I don't know, I have not planned for this blog, it was just instinct that I choose to write a blog rather than listening to music or watching videos on Internet. Well, let me tell you about myself, I am a graduate student of Construction Management in University of Washington Seattle. And I had done my Bachelors from IPS Academy Indore, India. I am an Architect, by profession. Well I have not worked as an Architect yet, my friends and relatives and people who know me thinks that I practiced and worked as an Architect, than they ae wrong. I tried to become an Architect, but I don't think so, that I have that attitude to be an Architect. Its the attitude, not creativity. In my thought, creativity is subjective and you cannot judge any body's creativity through his/her no. of sheets or presentation techniques. Its a virtue that all of us are blessed with, difference is to understand it. Those who understands it, are called genius and those who don't are called you suck!!
Ask about me, than I am not a genius nor I am sucker, I am just confused. I can sing, dance, play sports, act and think, so the basic problem is I don't understand where should I go? I always try to achieve things which everybody tells me "Come on u have other options, choose that." I always done things which my heart told me to do. I really cant analyze through my mind, its my heart that always told me the way. And I followed it blind folded, I lost sometimes, I won sometimes but its equivalent. Whenever I lost, I lost because of my most dear friends, they use took me to cliff blindfolded and pushed from their for a free fall......... Every time I was hurt, bruised and terrified but each time I stood up and climbed the cliff again to believe that I can climb that cliff blindfolded without my friends or any support.
I am not pointing anything to anybody, its just the way I am .
I think that I am wrong, somewhere, but I know I cant understand that right now. I'll know about that, when time comes, so no worries and no tensions. Oh..... its 7:00 Am and still I am fresh as in the morning. So, in case anybody reads this blog, please provide your suggestions. I'll try to incorporate, about blog.
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