Sunday, October 31, 2010

A Lonely Road

It always was a lonely road for me. I walked alone looking others passing by, they all new where they wanted to go. They walked swiftly and quickly, I watched them intently, everyone had a story to tell, everyone had an inspiration to share. Some talked to me, liked me and some just saw me thought something about me and walk away. Those who talked to me liked me tried to persuade me to follow a path which they followed, they told me to go a way which leads to their destinations. Some got lucky and I moved with them, or in fact I followed them, without asking a crucial question why? I followed them because I always walked a lonely road, in my conscious I always thought that I am walking along with them and out destinations are the same. But, I never understood why? I never felt comfortable, I never felt satisfied I never felt content. And then I understood that I am still alone, still following a person whose destination is different than mine. I stop! Then what? More people came by I tried to figure out what’s wrong, never really understand that.
One fine day I realized that oh! I have a completely different way to move, I walked on that alone...... I started making my own road, I worked hard, I dream hard and never looked back. But again in a cross-section I am confused. Which way to go, because this cross-section leads me to the same old road of people walking past me, this is the road I left, and again I am standing on that road with lot more people coming around and pursuing me to start following their dreams. Life doesn’t provide an emergency eject, I am stuck in my seat and again going crashing down towards ground. I have to jump again with all my strength, to counter the people who are around me! They have their dreams and goals, which they are following intently. I have to stand out again, I have to walk down a new street and make road to myself, but for what?
What is my destination? Where am I want to go? Ha.... I don’t care! I never have destination, I believe in Life.... I believe in making roads, making pathways for myself and for the people who want my skills. I enjoy being in this world, I enjoy being living, I enjoy to be myself. Selfless..... Feeling better now, this is what I do, when I have to decide what I am looking for. Put out all my ideas through words, I am not a storywriter, I am not a thinker, I am a traveller...... Who loves to walk by a lonely path, believing in the beauty of life...... Life is a once in a lifetime. (Don’t drench it for your destination, just follow your heart and enjoy the splendid beauty of it.....) KeepSmiling....... :)